Do you believe God only spoke in detail in traditional religious times? I have experienced near death, bipolar disorder, and 16 years of healing process without a manic episode for 16 years for a true cure, I have learned to accept, control and organize spiritual messages. I use physics, (not chemistry,) face, neck, and throat exercises, mind models, and Christianity to release inner tensions and reconstruct the brain for renewing the mind. If you only memorize scripture without reasoning, my work is not for your station. My Christian beliefs are stronger today by integrating science with scripture.